Okay... so... I'm going to divulge you all in some clarity...
yes, there was a heart break within my life*, but it did not stem from the rose, or autumn's loss, but rather of a personal matter — and please — hear me when I tell you, it is not of concern for me (yet, I will not refuse prayers), and it does not include a child or something of that nature...
it was personal, and there is quite a line I have drawn within my online journal here...
but truly — those of you, who have cared to personally e-mail me, thank you so very much — but I am a strong person, and have become quite enamored with the poetic side of my life, faith, and surroundings...
much love,
*life is to be enjoyed, yet sometimes, the heartaches are where you see things more joyous than before